I've messed up my life

[Redbarchetta]

I feel I've messed up my life big time. I'm in a loveless relationship that I can't stand and I feel like I've done nothing but mess up over the last ten years.

I have two young kids and i just feel like I'm going to mess them up too. I want out of my relationship but don't know where to start. It all feels so heavy. I miss my old, fun self.

I will ring WA tomorrow. Thankfully they have the freedom program on a Wednesday and that's my day off from work. Unfortunately it's at 2:30 pm and my oldest son has a taster day at the school he will be going to in September tomorrow afternoon so I won't be able to go this week. I will definitely call them and try and get a slot booked in. Ex, as I now think of him as, needs be gone from my life so I can remove this dead weight hanging over me. Thanks for your support, it means a lot.

There's generally a bit of a run up to getting on a Freedom Programme - you have to email them first, they have a talk with you... so you probably wouldn't be ready for tomorrow, next week sounds better.

Or have you been already btw?

I've never been springy. I looked at the course available in my area. Will definitely ring them tomorrow and see what they say