hi all i know i havent been around much but my computer broke and i had to wait for it to be fixed just a bit of an update since xmas. as many of you willl no i lost my dp to cancer and i didnt know what to do as i have 2 young children. after all the thoughtfulness of mnetters over xmas it gave me a bit of my confidence back and i went out with a good friend of mine new years eve whilst we were out i meet up with someone and we got on really well we have been visiting each other most days its nothing serious as now one could take my dps place but this chap does like the kids and they get on with him. its a bit of happiness in our lives at last after so much upset. id like to say thank you to mn for everything you all done. now i have a oc i will be around a bit more again.