Hi Purple , evening all, found you all again. The Duster Mobile called, so have had to do some late night cruising. It's continued to be a laugh with my hot wheels. School mum friends peering at the car, then laughing as I get out. "Oh Dusters it's you !!" I love that I am the antithesis of my hire car, I am the slippers to limited edition Nikes !
Ohforfoxsake. You asked earlier if we had a regular contact arrangement. We do. We agreed it just between ourselves when we first split up. He has since removed one evening of contact. He asked after about a year to make a few other adjustments. I agreed to 4 out of 5, the 5th wasn't good for the dc. He had a strop. A couple were implemented. He seemed to forget about the other 2 changes he wanted. I didn't remind him, not my problem I decided.
So, he sees them regularly, very rarely asks to change anything. Fortunately he's about as likely to meet somebody else as I am of marrying Donald Trump ! He doesn't have a busy social life, so not much to interfere with his plans. Until recently I used to offer more contact/over nights if it was appropriate, useful to me, fitted in with what the dc wanted.
Now that I've lost any feelings of pity for him (at not living with his dc) or feel the need to manage their relationship with him, I don't. I'm still flexible but I don't consider his needs.
I saw my parents tonight, they'd been away for a while. They asked how things had been with him. I said just (just?!) the incident where he'd left them on the doorstep. I told them about the texts that followed. My mum said it never stops does it, because you'll never reach the point where you can reason with him. I agreed (thinking that's what we all say on here) but added that it has kind of stopped for me, because I accept that now.
Just to say about CBT. After my EA relationship (the one before current ex) I had this for 9 months, virtually every week. My parents approached a family friend who worked in a related field. They suggested a place, I asked my GP to refer me, and after about 3 months they took me on. It was scary, crazy at times, probably one of the biggest challenges of my life. But it was amazing. Still makes me go cold to admit it but it probably saved my life.