So, this week is my first week at uni. It's a complete change for me and think it will be very challenging, anyway one if my classmates added me in Facebook - I hardly use it at all, but need to keep in touch with classmates so I accepted her request. Stupid me! Ended up looking at dp'a friends and surprise; found someone I've never heard of - beautiful young, blah blah.
The issue is, I've always known he has a "type" (red hair tattoos...) and well she is his type absolutely. I'm 32 and she's 27 ! I also know that if I bring it up, he'll say she is something to do with his hobby - which it seems like she is. But, I don't know. I feel like crap about my appearance at the moment, my confidence is rock bottom, plus I've started an Nhs course this week. Thankfully, he's working away otherwise we'd probably have a massive row over this.
And this is why I don't use Facebook! But at the same time, shouldn't you be open about these things as a couple? I'm not sure...
Sometimes I wonder whether he should have kept all the gushing about his type to himself, maybe then I wouldn't feel so completely worthless and like there's no point in anything.
So sorry for the rant. This probably doesn't make any sense..... :-(