He's always drinking but for some reason he talks crap when he does. Anyway we got into a disagreement about him finding work and he said I am not responsible enough to look after myself and I said is that an excuse not to work and i don't mean it in a terrible way just trying to say i am an adilt and csn look after myself. Now he keeps going on about how much he does for me, how I treat him like sht and then he kept saying I am always acting and sounding sltty and that i am a dirty sl*t which is not true because I've gone off sex anyway!! then he brought up termination i had a few years ago which absolutely hurts as that was the hardest decision ive ever had to make .
I am now pregnant in early trimester and he said that the baby is going to be deformed because i don't eat properly and i don't look after myself and I've ruined his life! I do eat and drink plenty of fluids, but symptoms make me feel very sick and tired and i take my folic acid and vit d! I have never cheated on him so no idea why he called me them horrible names like i am guilty of it.. I don't know what to do i feel really down and i have to face work tomorrow :'( we been together four years and this isn't the first time. He's done this to Me a few times now. Im pregnant. Emotional. and i really didnt expect this to happen. :'(