Am I going crazy? More of a handhold I suppose.

[Pacificrum]

Been with H for years, it's always been tempestuous but we are trying to ride it out. Small children have made it hard (I have another thread somewhere).

He's come home from work do and is being completely horrible. Texting away looking smug and I'm
Sitting here furious as he's trying to get a reaction. It worked sadly.

We were supposed to go out tonight but the arguing means cancelled plans and general fuck up of it all.

I'm at my wits end. At home all day everyday with the children with no support at all.

I feel like I'm drowning in it all and I want to disappear. To him I'm just the mother all home and his mother was marvellous so why can't I be!

I want to scream! I feel invisible and he tells me he looks at me as though I because such a bitch to him.

I need some handholding please. Are the infant years always such a vile disconnect are is this just a doomed relationship?

Again Pacific, an ethical counsellor/psychotherapist won't agree to counselling whilst you're seeing another counsellor, be it for couple's counselling or otherwise. This is because therapists work in different ways, and you could end up more confused than before. Either way, ensure your therapist/counsellor is BACP or UKCP registered.

I'll see what they say at he initial assessment appointment. Yes the institute is definitely registered.