No DC. but... No sex either?

[Espii]

Once a week! We have no DC, nor are we tired. I work all day, he works evenings, I have to go to bed but not to sleep when he gets in.
He wants to watch telly, I want some intimate "boyfriend time". Once a week, on a weekend, lasting 10 minutes, aint enough.
What do I do? I daren't bring it up because every time I bring the ussue of sex up, it goes in one ear and out the other.
I used to initiate a lot but as I am a very paranoid person, I'm scared he'll brush me off.
He is a very lazy person. The reason he hates foreplay. On me. He's fine with it on him.
I love him so much, but I also love sleeping with him. It's not even been two years since we got together fgs. it's excuse after excuse, or at least, thats what it's sounding like to me.
what do you think?

Does your sexuality frighten him? Sounds like it. Does he like to be in control? Is he into porn? My dh once told me to take stockings OFF but not in a good way.

Madonna whore thing. Soul destroying and downright weird as I looked bloody great.

"the difference is, I want it now, and he doesn't"

You are ready to move out and make a life for yourself. He isn't. This isn't about sex (or lack of). It really sounds like you are incompatible in more ways than one. You are ready to move out and take your life to the next stage, he isn't. Stalemate unless you take action.

I couldn't be with someone who couldn't be bothered to make any effort with sex. All take, no give, feck off.

Aren't you only 18, Espii and a seasoned user of porn ?

No wonder your sex life is fucked up.