Fiancés stag do nervous of him cheating

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My partner has gone to Cardiff for the weekend with the LADS I'm so scared of him cheating and breaking my heart I can't stop thinking about it I've got a long shift a head of me tomorrow and don't know how I'm going to cope thinking that he is in bed or kissing another woman the reason I'm like this is when we first met he had a girlfriend he didn't tell me I was oblivious to this and when I found out I cut contact with him but could not get him out my head so when he did finally text me again we ended up getting back together at this point he was single and with in 2weeks we were engaged 9months down the line and I'm still feeling like this wedding is booked for valentines day what do I do :(

Honey, don't marry someone you don't trust-it will NEVER get better- I know, I did that and have just separated after 12 years-it will drive you loopy and will change you beyond belief. You deserve to be happy and living without regrets.

I am sorry that you are feeling attacked here; I don't think that has been anybody's intention.

Please read the thread again - people are posting about their own experiences and are worried about you.

To me you sound deeply insecure and vulnerable and hope that 'marriage' will fix this - for yourself and your OH.
It won't.
Please get some help for yourself (and your fiancé should do too - he sounds like he's been through a lot too) and then make decisions about your future from a position of strength, not vulnerability and neediness.

Marriage does not fix things, ever. It can make things harder and much more so when there are children thrown in to the mix.

Stop. And think. Get some help.