Where are the grand gestures after ea is over?

[printmeanicephoto]

Am 18 mths down the line after DH admitted emotional affair plus kissing. Its over now and he's truly repentant. We've been together nearly 20 years with 2 Dc. The recovery process would have been a whole lot easier if DH had done some grand gestures - telling me that I was the most important woman in world, how much he loves me. He was pining for OW for a while but now firmly back in reality! How do you move forward without the reassurance you need? Or is it unrealistic to expect the grand gestures when a marriage has had a bomb chucked into it?

[NaffOrf]

Making my marriage work is the proudest achievement of my life

That is one of the saddest things I have ever read.

[JoinYourPlayfellows]

Making my marriage work is the proudest achievement of my life

That would be sad even if your marriage didn't sound like a complete fucking pisstake.

Your poor husband :(

printme - he is not remotely repentant if he thinks you shouldn't have been surprised that he cheated on you physically and emotionally and then rubbed your face in his break up for 18 months.

If you shouldn't have been surprised, that means that he believes his affairs was inevitable, predictable, and understandable.

That's not regret. That's not remorse.

He's saying enough to fool you into staying with him even though he doesn't love you and doesn't respect you.

Please don't stay with this total shitbag;

[ClemencePoesy]

You will never get the grand gesture.
You will get what he is serving up to you.
He is showing you and telling you very clearly, I hope one day soon you can listen. I wish you all the luck.

[hermionepotter]

Potentially more damaging to children IMO to stay with a cheater, as the role model you're then giving them is it's okay to be walked all over and to put up with crap. Certainly not what I'd want for my dcs. OP you're worth more.

[Jan45]

In all my time on here I can't believe someone who has lied, cheated, shared their body with another person can say fixing their marriage was their proudest achievement....

I would guess from that that the injured party was and is so reliant and lacking in any confidence that they choose to accept and forgive such shitty, shitty treatment of them.

OP is up to you what you are willing to accept, from what you have written your OH isn't giving you anywhere near 100% of him and probably won't in the future either, especially when you are allowing him to still treat you with such contempt. He does not love you, you know it, you are just kidding yourself. If you really can't contemplate life without him, at least scupper up what's left of your self esteem and make him bloody work for you, stop being the victim.

[maggiemight]

Wanting someone to change doesn't work, OP, you seem determined that your DH should do something you feel, justifiably, is necessary, but you can't make someone else do something.

Which is why I posted above that you need to do something differently because you can't change someone else you can only change yourself.

[sadaboutmum]

Why is being proud of working at something so sad? I seem to have wound you all up so much.

[AnyFuckerHQ]

SAM, the fact your husband took you back after such a monumental pisstake is, IMO, down to pure luck and not at all something for you to feel a sense of achiviement about

[WhateverTrevor83]

Where's OP gone? OP OP OP?

Please kick him in the balls and find someone really lovely. Or be by yourself until you're ready. Pretty please

[Beccawoo]

My ex dh had an affair while I was pregnant and walked out to be with ow when dc2 was 3 weeks old. He tried to get me back a few times, but no grand gestures, just asking, via text or email. Seriously, if I'd found him sleeping on my doorstep in desperation, I may have been turned, but frankly, I didn't believe him. We are now 2 years down the line, divorced, he is still with ow and she still knows nothing! Poor her.

[waltermittymissus]

Making my marriage work is the proudest achievement of my life

With due respect to SAM, please don't be swayed by the person who thinks that her dh putting up with her shagging another man for five years is any sort of achievement. IMO that says a lot of sad things about her dh's self-esteem and SAM's delusion than anything else.

I'm not saying you can't or shouldn't move on from this, OP.

But I can guarantee that unless he changes his mindset dramatically his selfishness and lack of caring will grind you into dust.

This is a man who is not being honest with himself about what happened (kissing is physical, not emotional) and who is gladly handing over blame to the ONE PERSON he should be bending over backwards for.

All the while he's pining for his lost love. Do you want that life? Really?

[WhateverTrevor83]

My proudest achievement in life is that time I kicked a puppy up the arse, it's ok though - it forgave me

[primeminister]

WhateverTrevor83 maybe the OP's gone to a thread where people bother to read what's been written, are thoughtful and kind. Oh, sorry, that wouldn't be the Mumsnet relationship thread then.

[AnyFuckerHQ]

ooOOOoo, trev, your first little mini-toasting

[Jan45]

I'm feeling left out now...

[AnyFuckerHQ]

[WhateverTrevor83]

Oh primeminister do shurrup and pipe down was so baffled by the post about the woman cheating on her bloke and getting away with it being her proudest achievement.

Anyhoo - hope you're feeling a bit better OP?