I need someone to talk too

[Pesca]

I just need someone to be there to talk to. I know its pathetic

You might not think so but it's good you know you need more...little steps though.
Have you got any family you could talk to?

Pesca I have struggled with both bulimia and self harming too, I suspected you had when you refer to purging as a release. I used to use red biro pen instead of harming which helped get me off the habit and then I weaned myself off that. Have you ever had counselling or is there anyone you can talk to in RL?

Are you struggling with the DCs or because of the abusive relationship?

Pesca, my battery is going to go any minute and I've left charger at work.
Hope you get some rest tonight, I'll check back tomorrow x

Not struggling with my children at all. They are my world , i have 2 girls who are my best friends.

Its my husband hes for weeks at a time then boom hes very abusive. He has been violent but that was 5 years ago. There has also been some issues of sexual abuse

He fine for weeks at a time*

Morning Pesca, how are you feeling today?