Pissed off Nd pissed - not coping

[DotCottonsHairnet]

Evening

Was doing well and thought I was doing well and had even met someone new and lovely.

Wrong :(

Can normally cope with being slightly bi-polar Nd the ups and down but at the moment I am up and down like a tarts pants.

Not coping, drinking too much and not looking after myself.

Doctors this week - think I need something stronger to help me cope than the herbal pills I have atm.

Evening. May I have some of your

Unlikely unlessmImoPen another botle

Dot - you have been supportive of me on my thread and I really appreciate it.

What's happened with your new DP?

I really think you will need something different to herbal pills, OP. They're not the recommended medication, are they?

Hope you get to see the doctor on Monday and start to feel better.

So sorry your DP turned out to be a disappointment.

What - just messing me about - making pal s and leting me down :(

Imperial - I know. Just not a rpute Imhave wanted to go down. Thought after nearly 12 months I was doing ok. Just too many trigger dates at the moment including that one next month everyone is excited about.

Have 2 teenagers and I am trying hard not to,let them see how I am and want to make christmas good for them but its going to be tricky. Plus ex is t seeing them (his choice) as OW wants them to,spent their first chistmas togehter.

Have you eaten today Dot?

Are you on your first bottle of wine lovely?

Are you actually bipolar? As in officially diagnosed?

What - just one bottle - head paying for it this morning. Yes I had eaten but just junk :(

Tinmug - No official diagnosis but am seeing Docs at the moment with a view to getting something proper sorted. Years ago I was signed off sick with manic depression and tbh ever since I battle with black clouds and manic happy times. Normally I fight the bad days but this time they are winning.