When I was a teenager I was in a very abusive relationship including physical and emotional abuse and rape.
Yesterday I had to talk to him. I had nightmares all night and I can't stop shaking and crying. What has upset me most is even after everything and all this time I still love him.
I had to sit and watch him all over his girlfriend. Wondering if he treats her the same or if my mental illness really was the reason he abused me.