Another Thread (LoserNoMore...again)

[LoserNoMore]

Hi, so on another thread but not really much further forward, in fact I feel worse. Anyway I've been to the doctors and have Anti D's and referred to a counsellor. Hopefully these will work.

Thanks to everyone for their support on previous threads and PMs too, it is all very much appreciated.

[JaxTellerIsAllMine]

hmmm, so JD has a nice affect on you. That is NOT a bad thing. That is a good thing. Take it, store it, FEEL it.

Now... all the yukky stuff that you have stashed under the rug HAS to come out at some point, get sorted, boxed, binned and moved on. Counselling will help, ADs will help and just acknowledging things and knowing how you can/will react helps. There comes a time when you just cannot ignore it any longer. It (emotions) ends up erupting like a volcano and then wont stop unless its dealt with properly. Trust me, Ive been there, done that, got the t shirt. I have also worked through it, found the light and got out of the tunnel of shit. IT can be done.

[AndMiffyWentToSleep]

I'm jealous of your beach trip!
I tried growing vegetables. Then I found out fruit was so much easier but maybe I'm just too lazy!

[pmgkt]

Lnm I have no experience to help you but I was concerned at the end of the last post but glad things have moved forward. Re JD stick with enjoying it, have something happy but don't put the pressure on yourself of ifs and maybes and futures. Just go with the flow

[Waterwater]

LNM realy good to see you are busy having fun time today. The JD thing makes sense to be cautious but when I read today how you said he makes you feel - well I think you just have to accept a bit of serendipity when it comes your way, girl.

When things feel right, that's what it feels like : effortless. In fact it feels so easy you could be fooled into thinking that feeling is easy to come by. It certainly isn't though.

[LoserNoMore]

Well we didn't get to the garden centre. Ended up in a nice little seaside town. Decided spur of the moment to book into a little B&B. Made a trip to Tesco for some essentials underwear and spent the rest of the time sitting on the beach. Considering the crappiest days I've just had its a welcome break and good to be away from the house for a night. JD having a shower and we are just heading out for a bit. Certainly beats sitting in on my own feeling sorry for myself.

[LoserNoMore]

Oh and I will be going to the garden centre tomorrow, going to get started on the vegetable patch when I get home.

[Waterwater]

Really happy for you. Life as it should be : spontaneous and fun. Sounds romantic in the proper sense of the word ie about enjoying your time together.

[imtheonlyone]

Yay! Good for you! Just what you needed!

[LoserNoMore]

:(

[tightfortime]

What's up?

[imtheonlyone]

You ok LNM?

[buildingmycorestrength]

Hi LNM. Feeling blue? These are difficult times.

[Waterwater]

LNM ?

[lazarusb]

Please check in. However you're feeling, there's always someone here.

[Waterwater]

Ups and downs are par for the course. Let us now how you are , just even a hi.

[JaxTellerIsAllMine]

You ok?

[imtheonlyone]

I hope you're busy gardening and that's why you've not had chance to check in.

I'm just off to make myself and DP if he's lucky a toblerone cheesecake

[AndMiffyWentToSleep]

Hey, LNM, what's up?

[MissStrawberry]

LNM - if you post at half one in the morning and then don't return people are going to worry about you.

Post by all means but let people know what you need. If you just need to post and nothing else and don't want a response then let people know.

No one wants you alone.

[Waterwater]

I keep checking backs. Would just assume you are busy and don't have phone charged, except for the blue face message. Can't help worrying. Do just give us a nod, eh?

[lazarusb]

Bumping again. Hope you're ok LNM x

[JaxTellerIsAllMine]

also just checking in before I head off to bed. LNM hope you are ok, and had a nice weekend. Despite the sad face.

Could it be that tablets interrupted a 'nice time'?

[Waterwater]

Good night x

[imtheonlyone]

Night all. Am in cheesecake heaven

[ChipsNEggs]

Oi! I've logged in on dial up to check you're ok as our villages cables have been nicked again and 3G connection is non existant, we're lucky if we get a mobile signal. How did we ever think this was acceptable?

You don't need to explain yourself, just let us know you're ok. We care and you do matter.