Been having very mixed emotions , see original thread:
www.mumsnet.com/Talk/relationships/1646420-Heartbroken-and-struggling-to-cope?o=1359375442680
Taken today off work , first time ever :( and took the plunge and called telephone counselling. They're ringing back at 1.
As I sit thinking about it I keep remembering more and more that was awful and abusive, and his it made me feel. Am worried I'll not remember all the important bits to tell the counsellor.
Needed to get that off my chest, really hope it helps !!