I just watched 2 films with exp, we're friends. He's gone home now. (he would have stayed had I let him but it's two plus years gone, it had been 13 years). As much as I was broken hearted at the time. I don't really want him back. Too late mate :(
Still feel sad and lonely. But won't do heartbreak ever again.
Anyway, when I've finished my cig and beer. I'm off to bed. :)