I feel in other people's company I'm afraid to show too much affection in case people think it's put on and if we're distant they'll think we're only together for the children. I really hate it. I can't be natural any more.
Decieved you hit the nail on the head there.That is how I feel.Very hard isn't it.Dose show though that these feelings we have a natural.
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