I posted last week as had just found out my partner of 3 years was meeting anonymous men from gay hook up sites. I haven't seen him since though we have spoken via email and on the phone.
At times I wonder if I could get past it but I think it's just my brain trying to cope. I made him describe what they did which was a mistake as I am not plagued with images that really feel like a physical punch to the gut.
Also, finding it hard not having him around and chatting every day. I have lots of friends but noone knows what to say, this is a new one for us all.
Dunno what I want, I guess some advice to getting through it and some reassurance I'm doing, and going to be, ok.
Will be 40 soon, no kids and another failed relationship, today its hard to see the point.... Anyone going through anything similar?