So, I read 50 shades, yes its badly written but oh my! it appears to have created a monster!
I have since discovered some properly written erotica (thanks to reccomendations on MN) and im a new person!!
The old me, in mummy mode, with body issues, terrible bedroom shyness and non existant sex drive has gone and Dh does not quite know what to make of the new me, its like im 19 again 
I have spent the last hour opening the box of things I have just ordered from Coco De Mer! Im not sure if i should be this excited but having never even been to an Ann summers party before because "its not my thing" this is a massive step for me in terms of confidence 
Now im waiting for the DC bedtime to i can show Dh what i bought, I love this new person ive become.
just had to share with someone, and im not sure its really appropriate for a FB status 
