Desperatye advice needed. Name changed as regular poster and so embaressed - I only got married last summer.
DH was unemployed for 2 1/2 years. I supported him - both emotionally and financially. In that time we had DS2 (now 2)
I was made reduntant 3 months ago - and admittedly I have been a bit mopey/depressed. I have been doing temp work though - taking everything that I can.
I'm not the best at housekeeping which I freely admit. But I do all of the household paperwork, cook every night, do all the laundry.
In the last few weeks DH has taken to calling me lazy and useless. It starts off as a 'joke' - but he says it to other people as well.
This morning we had a row and he told me I was lazy and useless again. When I argued back with him he called me a cunt. He never lets me have a conversation with him - he locked himself in the bathroom. I stormed out to go to work (temp job) and shouted at him and banged on the bathroom window as I went past. The window broke so I ran to my car and tried to lock the doors. He came flying out and pulled my car door open and hit me round the head several times. When I turned to face him he punched me in the face.
I went back into the house to try to speak to him and he just screamed abuse at me - about the window, and telling me that I don't do anything for him.
I don't know what to do.. Was it my fault for breaking the window? I have 2 DCs. DS1 - 12 (not his) and DS2 - 2.
He's gone to work now and I've come back home. Is this it for us??? I love him so much but am so sad at what he really thinks of me. It all comes out when he gets cross.
Sorry for long post and than you for reading
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