Fed up with everyone atm.

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Fed up with men as they have let me down a lot.
Fed up with some of my friends who disappear when I need them.
Fed up with my dad and his new girlfriend for being so bloody cheerful all the time when I feel like shite.
Fed up with myself for being so bloody miserable.
The only people I am not fed up with are my wonderful dd and some of my wonderful mates.

I know I sound like a miserable old cow (and I am) but I think I am depressed. I forgot to take my ads three days in a row last week as I was stressing over some bloke.

And I am quite pleased for my dad and his gf but sometimes they make me want to throw up (mum died less than a year ago).

Think you need some and some tlc.

I sympathise greatly. My mum died nearly 6 years ago and still find my dads 1 year old relationship hard. It will get better, you will feel better soon. I am also a bit down at the mo and also sick to bloody death of myself and my negative behaviour and thought patterns! Just hope I move throught this phase pretty bloody soon!
Take care

Thanks guys wine and tlc accepted.

I think one thing that annoys me is that theyre so loved up that they are oblivious to how wierd we might find it. Especially dad. He is going to tell my sister soon and take said gf to visit my sister and her dh in Scotland. He asked if it would be ok for him and his new gf to stay at my sister's (did I think) or should they boom a hotel. I said that he should go with the hotel as it was a bit inappropriate for them to stay with my sis on a first meeting.

Oh bless him; he just wants to share the love. I'm so bitter! gah!

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