Helppp.
Don't know what to think or do.
In a body shivering state of anger and upset.
Had some problems with the car and DP is at a work trial so we needed to change over the insurance to our old car.
Went onto his email as he said to find a quote he had for a new insurance company.
He has had problems recently with being addicted to games and spending money we don't have on them.
I looked into his deleted folder and clicked recover deleted messages whilst I was there to make sure that he hadn't been spending anymore on it. Flame me for that if you want but I will not apologize for doing so.
And instead I find a million emails from the website 'Sex in the UK'.
It looked to me as though he has signed up to it.
I always had a problem before with him watching porn but left it because it was probably me being more insecure than anything else, even though I hate the idea of it too.
But this?
So I rang him and asked him what the hell eh thought he was doing.
I was so angry I ended up putting the phone down on him.
Then I rang back again, apparently he says the website has been popping up on him or something.
They even took £5 out of his bank account making him overdrawn!
I went onto it, his profile is partly filled out, it has a picture of him, saying what fucking sex positions he like (BARF) and even says he has a fuckinng goatee.
But he apparently hasn't done this!
WHAT THE FUCKINGG HELL sjnfsahfiousahnfikbfs.
I just want to curl up into a little ball and cry.
He says we will talk when he gets home.
And asked me can I really think he would do that after all teh effort he is putting in to stop smoking and for the family blah blah blah.
Sorry its long.
And probably all over the place.
Just need a bit of hand holding a shoulder to bawl into I think.
And the bloody porn sites he looks at mostly seem to teenage ones. How fucking wrong. Does he not bloody realize they might be underage.
EUGH.