Afternoon, tis me, Mouse 
Happy Easter to those who celebrate it as a religious event.
Saf - i could read your posts for hours. I sit here nodding and thinking 'yep, that's me' because a lot of your posts, the words you type are a reflection of my thoughts, my past, my feelings.
We are very alike in some areas of our lives. Keep posting please, it's never a 'me me me' post on here, from anyone xxx
So, my new phone (old one died) is registered to the Orange shop manager so I can't register it on-line. More shite to sort out.
The little things. They are what do the damage for me. They build up and up and up until they spill over into my life. I hate not being able to control those things.
I feel as if I can't stop things from building up but that's because they are out of my control.
My new diet (I've lost 8lbs in a week BTW) is strict so I can't guzzled wine, cider, beer or spirits. I enjoyed my glass at the spa yesterday, but that was all I wanted. I checked how many carbs were in it and there are 0.6g of carbs in that particular wine.
Take that thinking and add it to cider and you're looking at 4.6g per 100mls. Beers are about the same at 3g of carbs to every 100mls.....
If you are drinking that all day or/and night, it soon adds up and over the 20g daily limit you tumble.
Imagine what the foods are that you crave once the booze is flowing? You can eat so much carbohydrate in your diet and never burn it off.
That's contributed to my weight gain massively, never mind that my medication makes me constipated and hungry 
No idea where this is going so I'm shutting up to read back xx