Hi all , I just don’t know where to turn . I’m choosing this for my mental health and for previous trauma but I’m so scared . I’ll be 6 weeks . I have the most beautiful 3 year old little girl and feel that my days are numbered with her . I feel like I need to say goodbyes because I’m going to die throughout this process . Im heartbroken and feel so alone . My little girl is my world and I don’t want her to be without her mummy .