Hi I was looking for some support on this thread . I came here in summer 2024 after my termination . I was 37 about to be 38. I was absolutely crushed and devastated about my termination. I really did not want to have one but the baby's dad said he didn't want to help me or be in the baby's life and coming from a family where my own dad wasn't present for the majority of it that absolutely killed me doing this to my own child . I also was not working at the time and I was absolutely panicked how would I afford to raise a baby alone . What if I couldn't get a job I was so sick with pregnancy . I terminated absolutely sobbing in the doctors office im suprised she gave me the pill . To this day it still hurts me deeply . I don't know if I have fully forgiven myself .
But the most amazing woman on here supported me . I am so grateful and I always try come on here and support others . Now I'm turning 40 in September and recently single and I'm absolutely terrified I've lost my chance to me a mother. There was so many women who gave me so much hope about meeting the right man and having a real family of my own . I'm a successful woman great job great friends my own home and travel and I am usually so positive but now y heart is slowly breaking and I feel as I come to 40 soon it's too late I've missed my chance and the one time I got pregnant I terminated.
If anyone has any postive story's about getting pregnant later in life I would love to hear it . I personally would only want to have a child with a partner it's how I envisioned my life. The fear of never been a mother is a fear and a pain I can't even explain then complied with having termination sometimes feels like I'm in a nightmare. My body is literally screaming for a baby xx