15 weeks and thinking of abortion..

[lulu19502]

TW help...

Is 15 weeks too late to have an abortion especially everyone knows you are now pregnant?

We have a nearly 5 year old and I was very against it. I came off the pill to see what would happen as I felt like it could take some time which I could possibly think about it. However it took a week to fall pregnant.

I’ve had many emotions, excited, happy, sad, confused, scared.

I don’t think I’m ready. I don’t have a lot of friends or family that I see often and my partner is often working and I’m alone and the thought of doing it alone again petrifies me.

I can’t get the thought of abortion out of my head and I feel like I have nobody to turn to or let out my thoughts to.

My partners just gone away for a few weeks for work and I’m sat here with guilt and can’t even say anything as I’m petrified of what he will say and obviously don’t want to distract him like that.

My head feels like it’s going to explode and I don’t know what to do 😭😭😭

No nasty comments please this was hard enough to post 😪😪😪😪😪

@lulu19502. I’m so sorry that you are feeling that way. It’s really seems to be common so please don’t feel you are alone. You aren’t.

Have you received any counselling? It would be worth while contacting Marie Stopes ASAP to discuss. Or your GP
Do you think you are experiencing pregnancy depression?xx