I've searched all over the internet for peoples experiences with this and cant seem to find anything so thought I'd make this forum. Quick background, I found out I was pregnant a couple of weeks ago due to failed contraception. I only had a termination last year and am still recovering from it to this day. Its horrible , and dont wish to relive it again. Today I went to my appointment at Marie stopes to find out that they timed my pregnancy wrong, they thought I was 5 weeks but after doing a scan I'm nearly 10. This has completely thrown me. When I had an abortion last year it was just a sac, and though I felt awful it helped knowing this. But this time round its developing and the idea of getting rid of something with a heartbeat doesnt sit right with me. I've tried to discuss my third option, adoption, with both my sister and oh however they both think it has its own implications and I wont be able to go through with it. I'm not for one second under estimating how hard this would be, but I think surely giving life is better than taking it. Has anyone else taken this route and if so how did you feel about it afterwards? Honestly its not even an abortion that scares me but the mental aftermath. I like to think I'd feel better in myself doing this.