I had my abortion two months ago. It was the wrong decision which I felt forced into. I regret it so much and cry about it all the time. I was so far gone by the time it happened that I'm so ashamed and tortured by.
My life has taken a turn since that means I totally would have coped and been ok. "Father" or no father. It would have been the latter.
Every day I wake up thinking my baby is still there and realise it isn't. I know I have to go on and I do for my DS but it's so fucking hard every time I see a baby or threads about babies due in the new year/spring 💔