5 weeks pregnant - completely overwhelmed

[Davina06]

Where do I even start? Mum to 9yo DD, just discovered pregnant this morning. Am currently in shock. After several months of discussion OH and I decided last week not to try right now.

ARRRRGGHHHHHH I AM DROWNING IN NEUROSES

What were the reasons you decided to delay TTC, are they insurmountable?

Whatever you, be gentle with yourself

A few reasons. Things have been rocky between us, life has been happening (DD restarting supervised contact with her bio dad), OH I think was worried that my desire for a baby was an emotional response to this... I'm at a pretty important time in my career, we're in the private rented sector, money is tight, etc etc etc. I don't know. I'm completely floored.