yes things are still very very difficult with DH. It was sort of planned not that that makes any sense.....DH has agreed to go to counselling which is a step in the right direction at least. He is back here for the time being but still on the sofa. we have a long way to go yet. And theres still nothing to say it will work out. But at least we will have changed. We have both said we would never just stay together for the sake of the kids.
I am starting to feel a bit more positive about things, though this baby means I wont be able to start college this year. Never mind. Would rather have a healthy baby.
I really want my baby now.........