... that feels crap and really grumpy all the time ?
I've got bad pelvic pain, heartburn, insomnia, sciatica, breathlessness, itching, sinus headaches and about a dozen other adverse pregnancy side effects... so I am sore and tired pretty much all the time... I've had work being a shower of bstrds since ever I told them I was expecting... DP has had DS for a whole 6 hours today while I went out for a break with a friend and has done 0 useful about the house.... just "played with the baby and didn't even have the chance of a sleep (for himself)" and is now decorating the couch because he's had such a hard day... and every tinpot little man in the world (carpark attendants, man where I had to pay a parking ticket, janitors, security guards etc.) thinks it's great to be really patronising and mean to the small very pregnant lady when I am quite sure if I was a 50 year old man in a suit they would be a damn sight more respectful... and of course as it's second pregnancy no-one is remotely interested in it and certainly not sympathetic or making any allowances...
aaarrrghhh... I am so so happy to be pregnant with my much wanted DC2, but good god it's hard going this time... I seem to just spend my life feeling lousy and being really really pissed off.
Thank you... I just needed to vent.