I have felt odd the last few days - not right, all the pregnancy symptoms...just a bit of a feeling that something is going on.
I did an internet cheapy test and a faint line came up - very very very faint but a thick right colour faint line but very very very faint and not til around 5 minutes ish. I did another one and the same happened. I got a first response and there is possibly the faintest of lines but i could be imagining.
Great...in theory. The "difficult" bit is that...
DD is only 12 weeks old. DS is 2.5
We were not trying or even not being careful
DH doesnt want more children
I know sensibly we shouldnt have any more children
We can barely afford the ones we have
Oh and I have pnd and am on medication for it
I know I just have to wait, take another test. Possiby wait another few days and take another test. Not sure how I could be pregnant to be honest - am fully breastfeeding and we have been using condoms (properly) but I have those familiar feelings and had a period when DD was 6 weeks and nothing since (but put down to breastfeeding).
Just getting it out loud really. Sensibly I know I should hope its just an evap line but small part of me thinking lovely (but with a big ohhh f**k how on earth will we cope with that one then). I am a big believer in things happening for a reason but ARGHHH!