I'm watching homebirth videos on YouTube and blubbing like a baby...

[KittyCat8]

I really want a water birth now!! So beautiful and peaceful and relaxed!

Boo hoo hoo 20 weeks to go...(tears of joy and anticipation )

AWWWW bless you. I am going to watch mine this afternoon (when dd goes down for a nap)
My ds is 14 weeks, dont know where the time goes.

Oh god, I watch these and feel very panicky and start crying in fear at the birth!! (I'm 23 weeks with DC 2, planning homebirth!)

Birth is just so cruel and horrible!

Go careful, there are some awful vids on YouTube. One in particular is very frightening if you're pregnant. Luckily, there are some lovely ones too.

look at my profile pics. all calm and control.

I scared myself watching those vids when pregnant.

They are beautiful pictures. Wish my waterbirth had gone the same way. Maybe next time. Beautiful children. Cute dog too!

thankyou. I planned wb for 1st but that didnt go to plan either, so dont worry.
I am sure everything will be fine.
When are you due??

Oh God I'm not. Can't even contemplate doing it again after last time. I hope to one day though.

Oh very sorry didnt mean to presume you were doing it again.

I am just broody all the time.