oops, we did it again.

[sansouci]

I think I'm pg again. I'm terribly stupid. Dh & I make love about once every 6 weeks & it's my bloody hormones that catch us out! He asked me if it was "okay" &, anxious to get on with it, said "yeah, yeah.." Next day (Sunday), my breasts are aching & tingling. Feel very rampant (for once) & think I must be PG. Some of you may remember my vodka-fuelled cries for help in November. How can anyone be so f*ing stupid & careless?! Dh is 55 & I'm 42 and we can hardly cope with the darling children we already have (17 mos. and 4.5 yrs.). He's heavily in debt, we're old and fagged out. I guess there's nothing any of you can add but it feels better to "talk" about it. Honestly, my friends and family would refuse to speak to me if they knew! I'm sad because I love my children so much and realise that I must secretly want another child. I am so pathetic and irresponsible. Sorry.

LOL, Leogaela. Couldn't agree with you more! My mother can never keep her nose & opinions out, much to the anger of dh!

My mum's great with her stupid comments as well which is why i got annoyed when I read what your mum had said.
Did you make it to the doctor this morning?

I rang him this morning as instructed by his e-mail last night and spoke to his regular assistant, who's been thru both my pregnancies & births with me... knows me well! Anyway, she said she would get him to call me but no joy yet. I'm sitting here half-dressed with the phone beside me, BTW. Can't seem to get off MN, although house is a shambles & have a mum coming over tomorrow "for tea". Don't know her v. well but my dd & her ds are great mates at school. Cringe at the idea of her seeing my home in current state!