Hi. I never thought I wanted kids, like ever. I left my fiancée later October. We slept together in Feb and agreed it was sex only, which it was. I'm now 6+3 pregnant. First pregnancy. I'm confused because I didn't react negatively. I'm scared that I want this to happen but risks are all higher because of my age. I don't know anyone my age who is having children, my friends kids are all at school and some already leaving school! I'm worried about money. My movement is restricted because of a leg injury. I have no idea why I'm posting really, other than, I don't know where to go to talk about all this! Maybe if you are older and pregnant, or pregnant with an ex, or pregnant and thought you never wanted kids, really anything to help me feel less alone I'd be grateful to hear from you. thank you.