Good evening, please dont give me a hard time im just looking for advice and someone to talk to about my situation.
Im 35 and last year we lost our baby boy at 22 weeks. I always said that i wouldn't want anymore children past 35 thats just my choice , and we fell pregnant last year, unfortunately there was no reason found that caused us to loose our baby and the consultant geneacologist said we would have no reason stoppung us from trying again health wise. We have 2 children already also and my daughter is 9 and has autism but is high functioning... we gave just found out we are pregnant again and we sat both of our children down and told them, my daughter took it badly as she did last year but its the things she says that she wishes we died and she will hate the baby , she is sensitive anyway and is really quite jealous woth others being around us im just really struggling with this as I feel a huge pressure that I dont want to hurt her and damage her but we obviously would like to have the baby...... please help 🙏