I had my 19 week scan yesterday & the sonographer was worried as she could not see the CSP. She kept going back to the brain so I knew something was wrong! She did say baby wasn't in a great position so she also couldn't see the spine but her colleague came in & tried too at the end & said she was seeing the same thing. They referred me to fetal medicine & I have an appointment tomorrow but I am panicking after spending most of yesterday googling what this might mean! I'm a first time mum at 45 & got pregnant via donor egg so I feel like this is my last chance. I'm hoping for some reassurance but also prepared for worst case scenario here....