Feeling miserable

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I feel so low today I’ve felt poorly all week and I have my toddler

inhadnt felt too bad up until this point

but for example the past few days I’ve had this horrible feeling like I’ve got food stuck in my chest? And anything I eat or drink makes me feel awful
my heartburn is raging too
so I haven’t ate in 24 hours because it’s just not enjoyable and hurting

gaviscon hasn’t worked

I miss DS while I’m at work but luckily he’s at nursery learning and playing with kids because I’m just sat at home working from home miserable

i feel so much more lonely this time round I just want maternity leave here, I’ve got 3 work conferences to attend before it starts in decmeber and I just feel stressed and worked up about everything

Aw, that sounds rough. Do you have to present at the conferences? I struggled through one yesterday but all I had to do was say hi to a few people and sit and listen. I was exhausted by the end of it! I'm going back for day 2 today but just for an hour or so - I realised that nobody will notice if I'm not there for the whole thing. I hope you can find a way to half-arse them 😅

I've having bad heartburn this time as well. No advice I'm afraid. Keep your eye on the prize, you're getting close. Who have you got to talk to?