what is actually going on?

[earthmama444]

Here is my situation. I have been feeling pregnant for a few weeks now. I test every weekend just to make sure. 31/3 I had a positive test :)

The following weekend I test again, negative.

My flow arrives 9/4 until 15/4. I didn’t feel any of my usual flow symptoms.

I continue to take tests each weekend. I just took one now all negative.

BUT I STILL FEEL PREGNANT. My sense of smell is heightened, I can’t keep my eyes open throughout the day, peeing at night, can’t brush my teeth without it being a mental battle of not throwing up, constipated, everything tastes different, nausea here and there. I’m even convinced I can feel fluttering! Bare in mind I’m still breastfeeding my 15 month old and I have PCOS.

Has anyone ever been through something similar and ended up pregnant? Any advice?

side note: I won’t be getting a blood test or visiting a doctor/midwife and that’s down to my beliefs :)

love and gratitude <3

It could have been a chemical. But if tests are now negative then I’m sorry but you’re not pregnant and it is likely in your head. There is no way you could be feeling flutters this early in a pregnancy, and your other symptoms can be caused by many things like hormonal imbalances or vitamin deficiencies. If you are not willing to visit a doctor you’re not likely to find the cause. But sage to say you are not pregnant

At one point a chemical pregnancy did cross my mind but not with the way I’m feeling currently. Also I felt flutters really early on with my first. I’ve been having night sweats and feeling really hot for 3 weeks now, that may be down to hormones as you said.

I doubt it’s anything to do with my nutrition as I’m vegan and monitor my vitamin and mineral intake closely.

I just can’t shake the feeling!

Sounds like you've had a chemical unfortunately 😔 I had one back in December and it can take a while for your hormones to settle, hence the still feeling pregnant. I'm now pregnant again and currently 15 weeks - they say you are more fertile after a chemical and this was definitely the case for me.