Heads a mess and we don't know what to do

[Bslc]

I have been with my partner for nearly a year now and we found out yesterday that I am pregnant. Only 5 weeks.
When we 1st got together we talked about children but wanted to be moved in together first.
I have an older child from a previous relationship who has stated he didn't want a little brother or sister ages ago and felt that deeply about it he cried.
We were going to try for a child later in the year once we had moved in together.
We both don't know what to do for the best.
Looking for some advice on what to do and is it doable being in separate houses with a new born. My head is a mess. I personally don't feel I'm mentally strong enough for an abortion.

You need to take some time to think about this before you do anything - just breathe.
Your older child does not get a say in this.
There’s not much difference between now and the end of the year really, and living in two houses is what many people do. Or maybe you just move in together earlier.
I know it’s an unexpected shock, but these things happen.