Hi team,
I've spent years reading all thr threads on mumsnet and joined today especially to ask you all for positive stories. I am 5+4 weeks pregnant with my second child. We had been trying for 2 years to concieve and eventually got pregnant via ivf. Yesterday I started bleeding. Not super heavily but like a 'normal period.' Would vary in colour form pink, bright red and brown. I'm also crampy and achey. Nothing unbearable but uncomfortable.
Naturally, I am a mess. So so broken. We miscarried earlier this year this exact same way and I'm convinced history is repeating itself. I don't know what I'm asking you for, but any positive stories, any glimmer of hope I'll take.. My HCG numbers have been solid and as of yesterday morning at 5+3 was at 13500.
Just feeling so broken and cheated. 2021 has been so cruel to my family, just wanted our angel baby ♡