Having a complete meltdown and could do with some support if anyone is in the same boat 
I’m 39+5. Been cramping for days, can barely sleep or eat. Anaemic and have no space left in my body at all. Lost loads of discharge, feel generally terrible constantly.
Midwife appt and baby is barely engaged and cervix too high and closed to reach. She said at a best guess 2cms but very far back and not fully open all the way? The hospital are unwilling to book me in for an induction until 41 weeks so I’m just stuck like this for another week or more until my date whenever that is. I didn’t even want an induction but I need this baby out now. It feels like eternity and I’ve already tried everything to get it moving with no luck.
Anyone else in the same boat? Why is my cervix not doing what it’s bloody meant too and getting this baby out of me 