Long story looking for advice not judgement.
So my story goes way back had 4 kids to 1st ex hubbie he was a violent domestic abuser who went to prison for this. Social work became involved but children were never removed. Left him and remarried. After 5 years of asking for support from social work and not receiving any there was a domestic where it was abmonished in court I had one child to him. Oldest son was placed in care for an oray of violent behaviours and he couldn't cope at home he remains in care. My mental health went crazy and I left 2nd hubbie around 5 years ago. At this the 1st hubbie pounced after very little little help or contact with the children over 5 years. My mental health was awful social work became involved went to his home and told him to take kids despite refusing repaeataslt to take my son that ended up in care if he didn't because of the state I was in they would be placed in care. No child protection orders were ever brought in. I'm currently still fighting in court for contact in a civil case I took to court. I asked 2nd ex hubbie to take youngest due to mental health he did ended up court cos he wouldn't let me see him. Both have broken orders for contact so both will have to attend court to explain actions and new orders will be brought in. I became an alchaholic but now 2 years clean current partner has old addictions also we r doing pre birth assesment concerns are impact from previous domestics previous addictions mental health went down hill following miscarriage for short period of time last year and medical due to me having epilepsy. Partner has steady job we live in bought house. We have Co operated with social work so far one millions ect. There will be multi agnency meeting shortly. I'm 30 weeks now and need other experiences or advice my anxiety is terrible feel like sw are out to get me despite beating addiction and controlled mental health. Any advice appreciated. What can I expect will they take my child