Chemical?

[leafteaforthewin]

I had a mc last year and a chemical last month, so I'm a bit twitchy.

I'm 14dpo / AF due yesterday/today. I had a bfp 5 days ago at 10dpo, but the lines haven't got much darker. Today my frer looks lighter and the IC tests (2 brands) also do.

I know I need to put the tests away - please don't just tell me that - I am well aware I'm being ridiculous and that tests are not designed to be used like this.

Based on these pics, would you think I'm having another chemical? I just need to prepare myself. The weight of the disappointment is crushing me!

Also my pee from later in the day is giving me a darker line than fmu. Is that a bad sign?
In my previous pregnancies FMU was always stronger.

I don't get up to pee in the night. The bottom test in this pic is from just now vs he one above it which is from fmu today. I'm so confused!

Pic didn't attach. Sorry for so many posts!