None of my pregnancies have ever been planned my first born didn't show up on a test had to be done by blood test my other two no problem showed up as early as 5 weeks this time I'm pretty confused. I suddly realised around 2months ago I messed up on my contraception so if I am pregnant I should be about 8-9weeks gone ,I have had both positive and negative pregnancy test and a very very faint positive on an ovulation test but I am lactating, certain smells make me feel sick which never did before and I have been sick today as well my breast feel heavier and I'm getting on and off pressure down below and feeling what only I could describe as flutters . I stupidly googled this all And convinced myself last night I have a brain tumour or breast cancer but after talking to kids dad he looked into it and neather of these have all symptoms I have said as well as a positive tests just one or the other . So could I really be pregnant even through I am also getting negative tests aswell my main worry is I am on alot of medication due to physical and mental health problems we have looked into them all and all of them but one could cause harm to a baby or cause a miscarriage. I have emailed a private clinic about getting a scan done as I cant even get an appointment with a doctor.