It’s gone

[MinesALatte]

After the initial excitement (www.mumsnet.com/Talk/pregnancy/3819994-Faint-positive-line?watched=1&msgid=93874566)

And then my concerns (www.mumsnet.com/Talk/pregnancy/3823479-Could-this-be-a-miscarriage-at-4-weeks-4-days?watched=1&msgid=93953805#93953805)

I have come on this morning. Lots of red blood in the toilet when I went for my first wee of the morning and lots of blood on the tissue.

Beyond devastated.

So sorry

Look after yourself. Hope you have partner and family around.

Sending loves OP I lost at the same time at 4+5 xxx However I caught on again the very next cycle, take as much time as you need though. x

I had this last year. Cycle 1 of TTC and I was very excited to get my BFP and then completely devastated when AF showed up on time. I sat on my bathroom floor and sobbed. Nothing at all until cycle 13 and I’m now 9+4.

for you. I know how hard this is. Take time to grieve as you do need it.

@MinesALatte so sorry to hear this I understand how this feels as over a year ago I had a chemical at 4+3 and it broke my heart. Try to take some time to yourself and don’t minimise your feelings, I found myself brushing it off as ‘I wasn’t pregnant for long’ but it did me more damage in the long term. Feel what you need to feel and things will get easier eventually.

Thank you for your kind words. It feels stupid being sad about something you never had but it was the excitement and the future that came with that little positive line x

It’s not something you never had. You most definitely had it and your feelings are valid!

So sorry ...don't feel stupid, your loss is real and it's a really horrible thing to go through.

Don’t feel stupid, it’s the disappointment for what could of been that hurts most, You have a right to feel this way it’s ok. Just take the time to feel your feelings but stay positive for the future x x