39+2
Went for a walk earlier and was getting achey back assumed toddler in pushchair, a hill and shopping was the reason.
Since 10pm ever half hour or so for maybe 10 seconds my back aches and bump goes hard and a few shooty sensations down below.
But something makes me think I'm imagining it. I'm shattered. Didn't get to sleep. Till 5.30am and woke by 7am yesterday. Due to a, being uncomfortable and b, dd waking loads
All that's going thro my mind is if anythings gonna happen it need to wait till lunchtime haha. As dh working in the morning, his car broke so he's sorting that at work. I'm home with ds, dd and dsd.
The afternoon childcare will be easy.
Obviously it's lighthearted in the fact I know I can't specifically choose when
The other thing is weds I was only 4/5 engaged.
I can't remember how Labour started with ds was 14 yrs ago.
Qand dd I was induced so this is making me think.
I'm so tired but tempted to wait up 30 min to see if imagining it.