I’m sat here crying On the sofa as it’s just gotten so unbearable.
I have had a pile for 2 weeks and I think thrush for about 4 days. I’ve treated both with every OTC and natural remedy I could find. But the itching is completely unbearable. Couldn’t get a GP appointment last week with Christmas, same with midwife contact. It’s absolutely horrendous. In my head this needs to stop or this baby needs out (27+3) as I just can’t take it anymore. I’m exhausted as it’s disturbing my already disturbed sleep.
Fiancé has just fallen asleep whilst I’m unable to sit/lie still so I’ve come downstairs as I’m really annoyed at him which just is the icing on the cake.
I just can’t do this anymore. I need it to stop 😭😭😭 will ring for a GP appointment at 8:30 but I’m terrified I won’t get one if I say ‘urgent’ for today due to piles and thrush as the receptionists are awful and it’ll be mega busy. I just need some relief 😭😭😭