Evening all!
Just found out I'm pregnant after a loss last August! After having been trying for a year.
Also got engaged in September and got things booked and date set for 12th march 2021!!!
Feeling overwhelmed with it all to be honest and struggling to feel happy about it when I know deep down it's my dream. And now feeling like I'm being selfish 
Dont know of that makes any sense, just had to get it out!