I know there's not really much anyone can actually do/say but I guess I just need abit of moral support!
Back in July I went for a scan at 10.5 weeks and was told there wasn't a heartbeat, was absolutely devastated as it was a much wanted baby. I went into abit of depression stage for abit, however I started back at uni in September and decided to try again.
Fell pregnant again on 2nd cycle and I'm due in July - having an early scan next month at 8 weeks to reassure me a little I guess
But atm it's all I can think about - I'm literally counting down the days to my scan in just over 3 weeks time because I can't stand not knowing whether this pregnancy is viable or not
I just feel like I can't be happy/excited because I'm just convinced it'll turn out like last time
Guess I'm just seeing if anyone else is in my position or any positive stories to cheer me up abit? 
Luckily I have a lot of uni work on which is distracting me but it's around this time I just feel sick and feel like I'm having to prepare myself to go through that pain again!