I suppose I am just having a moan. Not sleeping very well because SPD is back with a vengence, but is affecting my back and hips this time, so can't even pick up my 2 year old. He was fighting with me this morning trying to change his bum, kicking and pulling and tugging at me, feel really bad because I gave him a smack on his bum, then I couldn't stop crying because I feel like a rubbish mum who can't can't look after her own son. Then I had a nosebleed, then my back gave way on me so in agony trying to please my gorgeous 2 year old. Also 28 weeks pregnant and massive, so just feeling really shitty